Can't sleep.... Let's ramble.

It's 3:30 am. I'm pretty sure I have a sleeping disorder. Yesterday I was awak till 6 am! Woke up at 11 am and made myself some Mac and cheese for lunch then went back to bed. I would try and stay awake to get my body somewhat back to on track, but it's flu season and I'm going to sleep any chance I get to help the immune system out a bit. I definitely DO NOT want to get this flu bug that's going around. Especially since I'm prego and that means twice as bad and twice as long for anything. On a happier note, I'm 20 weeks today! Woo hoo! Half way done :) I actually like being pregnant. The first tri was a little rough and all I wanted was cold stuff like salads and WATERMELON! Lol. Occasionally I got sick and it was always so random. Watching a movie, relaxing, ope just kidding gonna run as fast as possible to the bathroom! And let's not forget, hungry?? All the time. But also very sick if I let myself get hungry. Very inconvenient. This tri is great for the most part. I figured out that red meat and dairy make me feel awful. My biggest craving as of right now and the last week or so, Red Robins Whiskey River BBQ Chicken Wrap... OMG. My mouth is watering and I'm still as hungry if not more from a few hours ago. Different subject. Quick. I still feel just as tired as I did in the first tri and I get awful headaches almost every day. My boobs have grown two whole cup sizes! Amazing!! I'm used to my little mosquito bites! These suckers get in the way and I love it!! So does Logan ;) hahaha.i feel pretty normal hormone wise.... HA! NOT!! I had a dramatic tearful break down a couple weeks back after my husband brought home some essential oil for my back aches. I DID NOT want to smell like a oil loving hippie where you can't even eat cuz the smell is overbearing and triggers every gag reflex in the room... I was fine after I learned it was only peppermint :) I have also made the mistake in watching numerous YouTube videos of soldiers surprising their families...yep tear fest right there! Some times I hate everyone breathing for no reason and other times I spend an hour or two writing sweet nothings to my friends and family on fb :) its great fun. Poor Logan, never knows what to expect. The biggest highlight of 2nd tri is feeling Rider move :) I don't think I could ever get sick of this feeling. I know I know eventually he will be all up in my ribs playing rock band. For now it's nice :) he always moves when Logan calls at night :) him knows hims dad. He must really love his uncle Jordan, whenever I've talked about him with Jase or his mom, he kicks up a storm! Hope your teaching him a thing or two up there Jord!! ;) that's another thing, Riders middle name is Jax. We chose Jax cuz we wanted his middle name to start with a J, after my dad, Logan's dad, my brother and cousin Jordan. Jax was perfect for our little man and fits perfectly :)
Well, I'm done writing for the night. Sorry for not separating my work into paragraphs and what not I'm not too ambitious right now ;) Night!!!

It's a.... BOY!!!

Yep, there is definitely no doubt lol. 

Unfortunately Logan wasn't able to make it to this ultrasound due to working in North Dakota. But he was able to feel like he was there later on after watching the video of the ultrasound! It was so fun :) his face was priceless! And his smile was ear to ear. 

I've felt like we were having a boy from the day I found out. Even though they don't really have a gender until week 7 or so. I was starting to get nervous about the ultrasound cuz of the possibility of it being a girl but as soon as she stuck that ultrasound wand on my belly he was showing us loud and clear what he was! Haha. We could be happier with our little man :) For those of you who don't already know, our little guys name is Rider Jax! We are soooo in love with him already and can't wait to meet him face to face! 

I've already got his room planned! I can't wait to start on it!! Pictures to come :) 

Here's a pic of his cute little foot!! I just love it :)